Things that have been on my mind lately....
- Devin and Stacie are moving to Scipio this weekend. I am so so sad:( I will definetly miss my nieghbors ( and cousins), office party nights, them inviting us over for dinner, game nights, BBQs, Carter, Brooke and just being able to go over there whenever. While talkin to Stac in sacrament today I was really fightin the tears. We will for sure miss them.
- In sacrament today the closin hymn was 'For the Beauty of the Earth'.. i got half way through the 1st verse and couldn't sing the rest. As I teared up I kept reading along with the song. The words in that song are so true and so inspiring. I am so grateful to be apart of such an amazing church:)
- This time of year is such a happy time but the begining of this month is always tough. On Nov 9 was the anniversary of my moms death. 20 years... I texted a few people that day and was so grateful for all the many positive responses.. I texted Happy sad 20 years!! Here are some replys.. Aunt Margo- Happy for her, sad for us.. Love you! Sister Shannon- I know you have made your mom so proud and I know she is lookin down and is proud to be your mom.Cousin Bree- Nat your mom is so proud of who you have become and what you have done with your life. Dad-20 years ago today our lives changed forever. I know you all have made your mom proud because you have made me proud:) Ryan- It feels like a dream. Jared- I cant believe its been that long. Love you Nat. I really loved what my Aunt Margo said about happy for her sad for us. I know I should aways be positive on that day and think of how happy she must be. I hope you all don't think i'm just like a walkin zombie on this day I really am happy I just always think of her and have her on my mind through out the whole day.
-As I look at little babies I wander if I'll be a good mom someday.The thought crosses my mind and I just hope i'm not one of those who has to wait 10 years to have kids. I think a year would kill me. I get so antsy somedays. I will cry cause I want one so bad then I think about it and I'm so grateful for where i'm at in life right now and having a baby just would change alot. I really need to enjoy the journey. I need to be patient and have faith. For when that day comes when we start a family I know it will be my turn and I hope I can be half the mom that my mom was/is to me:)
-Our home teacher had an awesome thought for us today. On my entertainment center I have a little decoration that says 'Give Thanks'. He thanked me for that. He said that after Halloween, some people get so riled up in Christmas that they forget about Thanksgiving and "Giving Thanks".. It's one of his biggest pet peeves ever! We do need to sit back at this time of year and be grateful for the many things we have been blessed with. Some things we go through in life are hard to be thankful for at the moment. Once it's passed by you begin to be grateful. God knows all things:)
- I am so grateful for family. I love my family and the Dyreng family. This weekend Kera, Adam, Mckell, Taylor, and Jake and I went down to Mesquite. It was so fun. It was so fun having them come and spend time with us. I love family. Honestly being with family is the best joy in life. All the riches in the world would never be able to replace family. I am grateful for the relationships that I have with each one of my family members. I love it when Jake and I go to St. George and we always stop by Jared and Shannons and hang out with baby Brogen. I love that little boy as if he was my very own. I love bein close to family. Somedays I wish we didn't have to have jobs and that we could just hang out all day everyday playing cards and watchin movies, playing nintendo, scrapbookin, reading, colorin wit the kids, playing 'Bear' with my dad and siblings. Eating, making yummy food. I could talk about my families forever. I'm so grateful I get to be with them forever..
- I can harldy wait until Thanksgiving and Christmas. I hate to think about the pounds I will probably gain over the holidays but I can't wait to see all the relatives:)
- I love my drill girls. People have been askin me alot lately if I will be doin it again next year. I hate the thought of leaving these girls I love them all as if they were my little kids and sisters. Its hard to say right now.. alot could change in a year. From the very beginning I told myself I didn't want to get myself sucked in. I wasn't even lookin to be apart of that. Then when the opportunity came up I thought what the heck what is one year goin to do. Honestly I love them. They are some of the cutest, talented girls. Go Talons:)
-I love my Jaker:) He is the best man/husband/best friend ever invented. He does more for me than you can believe. Love you babe!!
-I wish I could spend 1 day with my cousin Nicole in Washington:) I miss her everyday of my life and wish we didn't live so far. This woman is A-MA-ZA-ZING. Love you:)
Hope everyone has an awesome Thanksgiving!!
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